Mislead by the Chocolate

Mixed signals. Being Mislead. Being Lead On...

Those previous statements are things that are like a razor sharp knife taking a b-line to your gut.

Feelings are things that shouldn't be missed with.

Unless you're teasing you amazing best friend and missing with his/her/its emotions.

I'm no expert when it comes to feelings especially feelings for other people especially those of the opposite sex.. I admit I feel that cotton candy feeling with the opposite sex and simply ignore it.

Why?

I have given up. 

If it was possible to have a coach on this they would say giving up is for quitters.

In this case it is just a prevention of heartbreak.
Admittedly we all try to avoid it. But amazingly it still happens. 

So what do we do?
Live in a box for the rest of our lives..
Maybe not that.

But what? 

Live.

That is as simple as I can make it.

So maybe I shouldn't ignore that cotton candy feeling. Maybe I should put myself out there. Maybe I should face heartbreak.
At the end of the day..
I ain't gonna learn if I just sit here am I? 

Its time to live.

Cupcakes of Love with sprinkles of Hate

So people go on about Love and Hate.. 

Love is the opposite of Hate. Hate is the opposite of Lemons! Oops! I mean Love!! 

They are feelings we all feel, or we think we feel. 
They are indescribable!! 
I mean you can't write a paragraph about why you love your mama, wait actually you can.. Maybe you cant write about paragraph about someone that doesn't share your bloodline.. 
Wait, you need your bloodline you know for a liver or a kidney or maybe even just a pint of blood. 

Okay so we established we love our family. That we definitely know we feel. But what about others like our friends? Boyfriends? Girlfriends? Cats?

Then we hate something the instant something goes wrong.

You know what they say before you can hate something you have to love it first

I hate yellow lollies, does that mean that I loved them first? Ah no..
I hate douches that think that can score any chick they want, and there was no way I loved them first? That goes for half of my enemies..

I hate people for perfect logical reasons.. They looked at me! Just kidding.. They either slipped up, were stupid or have pheromones I just can't stand!! 

As for love I am a shallow person that can't love a damn soul!!!
Kidding! 
I don't love people romantically, because well to me that moment hasn't come yet.. Gosh I'm only 17, perfectly logical!

So there are people that go a little overboard with both these words, it can be kinda annoying. I mean especially with people my age. Oh I love him so much. The reality being that you like the person spending time with you and treating you like a princess. But then a week later (if that). Gah! I hate him so much. Ah young relationships.. Cupcakes of Love with sprinkles of Hate, my kind of treat. 

So if you are my age, DON'T RUSH A SINGLE EMOTION!!!

Fries of Deception

Google defines deception as an action of deceiving an individual. 

But now I'm going to take the time to jot down what I think deception means...

1. When you have been ripped off 

• Like buying $4 fries from your local takeaways and hello one scoop worth! And your like and this is supposed to feed me and my family HOW? Excuse me there isn't even enough to feed me, it's not like I'm hungry. So food is definitely a time where I seriously get ripped off.. 
• At a clothing sale. Pick up an item, ooh look it's $5, go to the checkout, JK it's $20. And you're like excuse me !! False marking prices thingie (in your head of course wouldn't want to look crazy in public now would we) 
• Buying a packet of air and finding a little bit of chips in there. I swear this annoys everyone!

2. The Lies our friends feed us

• You look great in that she said. Then. Oh Kitty why are you dressed like preschooler? What the hell is wrong with saying "Oh Kitty don't wear that you look like a five year old loose on crayons" 
• I'll be there in 10!!! Reality.. An hour later "Oh sorry I'm late my cat died" (Doesn't even have a cat) 
• They said they wouldn't tell anyone. Then the next day... Weird looks from everyone.. Well that was a bit of an understatement now that everyone knows.
• Oh I don't have plans we can totally hang out tomorrow. Then the text in the morning "Going to church". This you like um since when were the one to go to church? Oh have fun burning! Then you go for one of those lonered walks see that person with someone else. So this is church?

So that is all the deception I could come up with.. 

So whats wrong with the truth?

Oh that's right we humans tend to be sensitive or gullible

But seriously whats wrong with I promise? Or We'll see? I'll be late?

And with retail well there is nothing we can do about that expect whine like a three year old that just got their crayons confiscated from them..